Once again!
July 11, 2007
A wall could never stop my love for you, even if I tell my heart it isn’t true
I tell my heart that, because of all the pain that You give to me, it’s making me insane.
It’s so strong, and pure. It’s like an addiction, but there’s only one cure, for you to return my feelings I feel for you.
It’s true and real I want to be the one and only for you.
But you can’t return them, and it hurts so much. For my only wish, For a life time I wanna feel your touch.
To be there, when I’m hurt or crying. To be there wheater I’m healthy or dying.
And now I’m trembling, can’t you see? I only wanted to know what your need truely is of me.
And once again I said I love you. And again you hurt me once more.
I said everything to you, my feelings so real. But when you turned me down, for a moment I couldn’t feel.
I still care, with all my heart. I wish that we weren’t torn apart.
But you don’t feel the way I do, You know that fact is exactly true.
To tell the truth, you have no clue,
…….why I fell in love with you!
Vegas trip from hell!
June 12, 2007
One would think that going on a Vegas trip means FUN FUN FUN! Not the case for me. My first trip to Vegas was a nightmare! My first trip to Vegas was a business trip but I thought for sure I was going to enjoy the city that never sleeps!
The first day was a bad sign of a trip going straight to shit! I missed my flight out of my hometown. I was scheduled to leave at 6:05AM on Thursday and I should have made it into Vegas at 1010AM Thursday. Didn’t happen exactly as planned.
6:05AM flight out of FSM missed and was put on standby.
10:10AM flight out of FSM was full and was put on standby on another flight.
1:10PM flight out of FSM…MADE IT!! WOOHOO. Next destination was DFW airport.
2:00PM arrive at DFW. Next flight to Vegas 3:50PM but according to screen, I’m #23 of 26 Standby’s…UGH!!!
3:50PM next flight out to Vegas. Didn’t make it. Now I’m #17. MOVING ON UP! HA!! Whatever!
3:55PM arrive at TGIF’s to drink heavily with fellow standby’s. Make new friends, exchange #’s to try and hook up later in the city that never sleeps known as Vegas. (remember that)
5:15PM next flight out to Vegas. Didn’t make it. I’m now #13
5:20PM back to TGIF’s to get more drinks. Meet 2 more new friends.
6:50PM next flight out to Vegas. NOPE….didn’t make it. I’m now #7. I’m so gonna make the next one. Me and my new friends all decided that we all were going to make the next flight and we were going to have the best time on that flight. It was like we all were 4-7 with one that had a for sure ticket on the next flight. We all head to TGIF’s (a different one since we are now on the other end of the airport) for more adult beverages. I can tell you I am not officially tipsey! 7 Beers and I’m feeling pretty good. It all becomes very entertaining to me on the fact that I’ve been on this little crazy adventure and I haven’t even made it to Vegas. WOOHOO GO ME!!!!
9:05PM next flight out to Vegas. Fingers are crossed! All 5 of us in a group thinking we are all gonna make this flight. Mind you I’m #7. It’s gonna happen, I just know it!……………..DAMN! Now I’m #1 on the list for the next flight! So what does that mean…..back to TGIF’s for more drinks but alone this go around. My new friends are gone. My new friend, Covington, did offer to give me his seat because he was #6 but I told him no. It’s cool. WTF was I thinking! GEEZ.
10:45PM next flight out to Fabulous Vegas. I walk up to only see that I have been bumped from #1 to #3?!?!? WTF. I walk up to the lady and I asked, very nicely and drunk like, How is it that when I walked away 30mins. ago I was #1 to only return to #3? Well I have learned that if someone comes in with something called Advantage Flyer something or other then they get the first seats available on standby. DAMN! I was nice though. It’s cool. I got myself in this mess right. I take my booty over to take a seat until they start boarding the plane. I meet two new friends, Dave and Ralph, i think. HA! We chat it up and once again I have a support team. YAY for support teams. They start boarding and I’m crossing my fingers and so are my new friends. They start to board and it looks as if I’m going to be spending the night in the DFW airport. But the last minute I hear my name called over the intercom and I’m IN! HOLY SHIT MAN! I’M going to Vegas finally!! I finally arrive to my room in Vegas at around 230AM Friday morning to only have to wake up at 5AM to go to work.
The only thing I got to on my trip to Vegas besides working was to walk around all by myself drinking beer all by myself. How boring is that. My new friends did call and text me to come out and have some fun but since I had to get up AGAIN at 4AM on Saturday to catch a flight out, I opted not to. I didn’t want to end up out all night long and not make it to the hotel to catch my flight and go through the whole thing again! I hate it when i’m all responsible and grown up! GEEZ!
I don’t have very many photos. I have one of me in front of my hotel window lookin’ not so hot due to the lack of sleep, photos of my room, photos of our booth at the show and one photo of the water thingy at the Bellagio (or however you spell it). I was too busy drinking my beer as I walked down the strip to take pics. I couldn’t get over the fact that I could walk down the street drinking adult beverages. I thought I was sooo cool. You can see the sad sad pics here. Not much excitment I promise! Pretty pathetic!
Hard Goodbyes!
May 15, 2007
So the two weeks for my brother has come and gone so fast! It seems he just got here. I only got to hang out with him twice really but we had some good times. He leaves at 6AM tomorrow. I wanted to go see him tonight but then again I didn’t. I wanted to talk to him on the phone but I didn’t. I suck at goodbyes. I don’t handle them well so I try to avoid it most of the times. I know that’s not the best way to do things but it’s the only way I deal with things sometimes and that’s to avoid it all together. I’m gonna miss him lots! Can’t wait till October for him to be home for good.
Love you Michael! Gonna miss you lots! See you in October!
